The Calm

Karson had a repeat seizure on Thursday. No convulsions this time just the double vision then the period of no response. We spent Friday at Children's ER. I have to say she is the bravest little girl I know. We received the results from her MRI. In the moment that the doctor was talking to us I felt that I was not even in my body. Like I was hovering and watching everything take place in front of me. I know that there are so many people with situations a lot worse than our own but it is NOT FAIR. I am sick of it always being Karson. This morning I was reading a devotional and God is always so good at giving me exactly what I need. "What do you want me to do for you?" (Matt 20:32) The entire devotional was about standing on God's word and being specific in what we ask him for. The Lord has healed Karson before and I know he will do it again.